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and the waitress is practicing politics, as the bussiness men slowly get stoned [24 Jan 2005|08:30pm] [ mood | frustrated ] [ music | Duncan Sheik | On a High ] So the past couple of days have been pretty cool, hung out with myself alot and studied for the SAT. wow and then i hung out with tom and froze alittle this morning when the bus failed to pick our stop up and me amy booked it back to her house and there we chilled and ate, and watched sex and the city and you know... danced alittle. ha? So the last badhaircut show was pretty good you know, and tom nuking his shoe and the lack of everything ever.. and Awjita was okay.. for Metal. haha oh my. And tom tried to start this pit cuz he's a hardcore motherfucker and ofcourse he got hurt and i just made fun of him... ALOT.. and then the diner was some bad times.. oh yea i love getting the first front row seat to the best make-out party, ever. enough of that. "i'll have to scrape the DNA of the seat" ha yea real nice. and so im going on a field trip tomorrow with my lit class to see Macbeth and then were going to lunch. Ive got the best teacher ever.. like the time after we went to the middle schools i stayed in the bandroom with boys, that are my friends... you know (TOM) and then she was all why werent you in my class today? Me: oh right, i had to help Ms with the pit stuff.. sorry and she totally didnt buy it but hey whatever. I missed fencing today which makes me kinda sad cuz i really could have used the practice but i picked up the blade and Templed my chair. I hope i start tomorrow again.... This time! boys of the foreign nature are so overwith, even though he thinks that he can seduce me with his sexy haircut EVERYONE HAD A HAIRCUT PARTY AND DIDNT INVITVE ME.. OR CARLY!! and yea so i was like no, you cannot walk in here and try to talk to me and try to have sex with me cuz that wou- *Turn and starts talking to lezzie* oh the story of my life Damn you lezzie!!! peace (9) Loved me

Ayer conoci un cielo sin sol. [11 Jan 2005|05:35pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | The Cure | Closedown ] Hey everybody, So today was a half day and it there was like two snowflakes on the ground, ha and ski club got cancelled cuz of the snow.. ah the irony. So things have been pretty good, alot of fencing and stuff and thats been way cool, uh.. Bad haircuts last show on sat.. yep. I got recommended for Ap Euro History. And since you care so much heres what im taking next year. Gym\Sex ed.. YES! Band Computers in art 1 Music theory AP Art History AP Euro History AP Survey of Wrld Lit A Stats.. mmmh oh yea. Guys,i finished watching the fourth season of sex and the city. heh spiderman. Gosh, what a hottie. Tommy doesnt know what day it is, Tommy doesnt know who Jesus was ... or something .. Tommy can you hear me? oh the who, <3 so i'll tell you about my almost victory.. I subed for b strip on sunday and i would have won!!! i could have beat the captin of some catholic school and then MY BODY CHORD GOT DISCONNECTED FROM MY SABRE!! either way it was defiently so satisfying. alright, I'll leave you know with a deep thought. rabboussamai fikarrajaii fi ainaiha aralhayati ati ilaika min haza lkaaouni, Loved me

[04 Jan 2005|09:12am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Muse| Sing for Absolution ] mkay so my new years was pretty good, you know slept through it though but whatever. 2004 was such a great year you know, cuz i got to meet some really cool people, and stuff. Went awesome places and spent alot of time with tom. mm tom. so yesterday was another fencing meet,it was okay. Boys epee won and we lost. I did great on my first bout but then i got killed. Hardcore. Im way tired, like way tired to do 120 pushups. Jeez. People just cant put things away. Its hard to keep my eyes open. and da miggy got something right. Jimmy huang. what a hottie. yep, im leaving now. goodbye my fellow 'friends' Loved me

[31 Dec 2004|03:18pm] [ mood | disappointed ] [ music | Have the time | slackers ] and a happy new year for you too, dont worry. Me and your ipod are going to have a long night, together, alone. so how bout that mommy song by the slackers is like the saddest song ever. oh vic, I hope you know that i confessed my love to you on the chalkboard in the band room. So yay for finally getting my IPod. All Four hundred somewhat dollars well earned and then i try to upload everything and then its all like nope. I need to get some card or something. Fuck. So today i hung out with Tom and watched sinfeld. It was good. And then we orderd a sub, and that was good too, and then he's like im going to move furniture. I'll be back. and ofcourse 'move furniture' means im going to a band practice. Aw Barren Von Stinky. 10,000 songs? I cant even think of like 100. what am i going to put on this thing? JEez.. So LOOK AT MY NEW LAYOUT!!! WOO LOOK AT ME! its way hot. kay well im going to explore some new artist on toms Ipod, because you know... mine... is not that good. hmm i love me some New years. Loved me

Imagine all the people, living for today. [30 Dec 2004|06:35pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | Zeppelin ] hello, So yeah ive been laying around, sick... you know. the boyfriend. you know how infected they are... and ive been like all congested and its not been a pretty sight, Practice yesterday was pretty brutal. i got hurt and stuff. People were there that i dont really like. you know.. So today i hung out with tom watched tv and then i ordered food, spend all my hard earned money for my I pod and then he's all like okay bye, ive got band practice. im alll whatevr. oh man so apperantly people think that i broke up bad haircut. yea you know me, im such a band breaker uper. you bands watch out cuz you know i break up bands EVERYWHERE i go. Why would i spend my time trying to break up something that i dont even really care for. I mean yea i'll go see your shows and all but its not worth my time to try to break it up. Id rather spend time drooling. I dont have control over tom and if i did that would be a horrible thing to do. You really cant just take the fact that he didnt like it anymore? Its really not that hard to belive. So blame me all you want for something i didnt do and hate me all you want because i frankly dont care and either way the band is broken up. yo sirens, watch your backs.. cuz you know me. im such a band breaker upper. Peace (4) Loved me

Where are you tonight, this im asking to the stars above. (or something like that) [21 Dec 2004|07:06pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | why why why? you are so hot- ] aw thats so sad. that really is sad but whatever. I guess the only reason why I dont care so much is because its really not that worth it. you are you and i a me. ha Ed and I both broke up with Tom today and are now going out with each other. OH ED, WHAT A HOTTIE... I LOVE YOU COOL FRIEND. jeez what a butt, how bout you just laugh at me when you pull the chair from me and i fall. yea thats way cool. Fencing was okay today. Sabres had to do thirty extra push ups. A grand total of 80!!! woo. and then we learned some distance drills. yep, i am no good. and by no good i mean okay. i got a 70 on this really hard theory quiz. its dropped and i am upset. How am i ever going to do Ap theory. oh well. So i was watching the wizard of oz auditions (The wizard of OZ?!! Jeeez) and well there was some flirting and some touching that i did not approve off, it broke my heart. But he's so hot!!!! I cant not help but think about things... you know, THINGS. aw isnt it great to be in a place that is home but doesnt really feel like home and get bitched at.. constantly.. and isnt it great to go to school on the 23rd? a whole day.. no, its not. (3) Loved me

the weather totally beat the muffin. [20 Dec 2004|09:27pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | all that you cant leave behind ] today was awful.. and by awful i mean half-assed good. i finally passed an Alebra 2 quiz!!! because i am incapable of doing regular math. and so then i saw the rest of Schindlers list in history. My oh my heroin bob, you fucking Nazi. and so then i cried some more cuz it was really good and by cried i mean kinda sat there like tom sits there were he to get on the wrong train and get kicked off because of his excess drooling. Mkay lunch was okay, chem was alright.... IM TAKING CHEM 2 NEXT YEAR, dont worry, and survey or World lit!! so now i can read about not american litterature.. or british, like i have for the last three years of school, whatever.. The meet was a piece of crap, we lost hardcore. im on JV now because i missed the really important practice. oh goddamnit@!!! fjalkjfkaljf why? I could have stayed. ...dfjas hmm okay heres whats going on.. Friday was pretty cool. After the dumbass peprally we totally went to the city and saw the slackers. but only after getting lost for two hours, walking two points six miles in twenty degree weather and ofcourse... walking. dont honey me you douche. AND THEN WE ATE AT THE chineese burger king. it was Deeelicious. and then we saw the slackers and friends yada yada... and then we went back home.... and then kevin got on the wrong train, and we totally passed by the gayest part of NYC, and then we were like Shane on the phone talking to Kevin: Can you see the lady with the bass? Mike: oh yea i can see her, she's right there.. hahahahahah oh good times.... and the puke on the stairs and tom pretended to be offended and were like shut up Barren Von Stinky (Varren Bon stinky,..) and then we came home at four.. mmh and then i went to the city again!!! the very next morning and now i am boring you half to death and i must go now.. oh haha my presentation today about Shakespeare was awesome.. Steve dressed up like and i played Rhapsody and he made a movie and called Jesus a homoesexual.. and oh i heart steven. (4) Loved me

hello yes_its_true! [07 Dec 2004|10:37am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | have the time ] so you know ive been hanging around, moving.... eating and practicing. oh yeah i am now a sabre and i just recently found out.... they are the fastest.. oh shit son. so nothings been going on, ive got a 90 for midquater in chem and i think a pretty good grade in theory. Im still failing Algebra 2 because my teacher is a dipshit. well no shes not a dipshit but i still hate that class. So now im reading the color purple. I have left three books on hold.. i am so inconsistent. Slackers show in NY is in like ten days and i still dont know how im going to tell my mom that i am going like two college kids and four high school kids.. on a train.. to NY.. with no adult supervision... late at night. but you know the guy from hepcat is going to be there and hepcat is way hot, i love boy meets world. ps if you hate something why not quit it, if you do something new dont compare yourself to others that have been doing it for THree years, give peace a chance.. oh the hottest sabre in town just moved next door. (3) Loved me

[15 Nov 2004|10:38am] [ mood | melancholy ] [ music | Do wann go is currently playing in my head ] wooo!!! yesterday was fucking awesome. slackers are amazing. Vic is way hot. I got him to sign the close my eyes poster that i stole from the bathroom wall. oh what a hottie, and i got their set list and it was on the back of their contract. haha on the way their i guess we took a wrong turn and we ended up to this road closed sign and kevins like what the hell? so he got out to talk to the guys and the guy like mumbled something and then kevin was like whatever, this guy doesnt know what he's talking about, his mother is his sister. The guy heard him. He just went back to his car. It was really funny. Inside the stone pony was alright. It was a million times better then then when we went to go see AFI. it did bring back some really really good memories of davey just you know, humping the floor and being all hot. there was alot of pot smoking kids, it was really gross. I can like still taste it. you know you know. on the way back we stoped at burger king and i was dead. then we went home. I ran from toms house to my house in like a mintue flat, it was windy and scary and cold out and im too young to die. then today i woke up and showered to get all that nasty smell of smoke off. i came to school, got a massive migrane during theory cuz i really have no clue whats going on, inversions? six four, PAC, Playgal? what the hell? ive got lessons today and then massive amounts of Algebra 2 and brit lit. VIc <3 what a hottie. this time i was like okay im going to know some songs and i wont just be dancing looking like an idiot, i'll actually be singing along and being cool. I knew fucking three songs. Its okay cuz it was old dog, rude and reckless (which im glad they did cuz i really like that song) and have the time. we were all chanting wasted days but they didnt play it. oh well. oh and i also got this really hot shirt courtesy of Tom the hanslowe. the end Loved me

Born to blosom, bloom to perish [09 Nov 2004|09:37pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Black eyed peas ] oh man johnny depp is way hot. like really really hot, woah, okay well so far heres the news. Ive passed all my classes with you know 80's, and one 100. Algebra 2 was horrible, i think i got like a 3. ive been pretty depressed about school lately but you know what? Nexy year will be good cuz i'll be in actuall classes I like. yeah, and you know. So hey marching band, feel free to end whenever you want. And the drama is so fucking out of control. people just really cant shut up. jeez.. im pretty excited about giant stadium.. today was alright, i was pretty mellow all day kinda sad but then i watched shrek 2 with tom and aimes. then i tried downloading some botar but that didnt go to well so i just hung out. wow talk about nothing to say. jeez oh florida. I miss your warm 95 degree weather in the middle of april, i miss your vast quantieies of old people. your million dollar hot dogs and your world of disney. oh 4 hour delayed plane ride, oh running up and down those things you walk on. april was a pretty good month. oh one hour delayed flight back to jersey from nantucket, and tom sitting in front of me with wicked gas. and dress your family in denim and cordoury. and that turn me on song. yeah. and the time i almost died in the rough waters of the atlantic ocean, fucking hell. im nervous about sunday, you know the slackers show, i might not be able to go cuz its on a sunday and it makes me angry cuz every good show is on a sunday. dont worry though, i'll go. Ive had horrible dreams for two nights in a row now, i dont like it. Im movign next door, im not kidding. Its going to be awesome cuz its got a pool and im just gonna hang out in the pool all summer. come if you want, oh ryans white spot. Loved me

my head is heavy and my heart is filled with pain, and i feel that feeling will remain. [04 Nov 2004|09:05am] [ mood | pretty damn optimistic ] [ music | The slackers | Come back Baby ] wooo thank you america. I am screwed for the next four years. yeah feel free to put away your Bush Cheney 04 signs because you got what you wanted. oh you assholes. kay well heres the stimulating conversation of the week: (on the way to MB practice the pit was moving their stuff onto the little car. Michele: yo 95.15. thats crazy. Eric the kane: your 95.15 Michele: yo, your mom. ETK: Your mom. haha and i feel on the floor just laughing. oh the greatness. okay well yesterday we had practice and it was good but a piece of crap. Tom came over and we ate the rest of the pizza watched the shawshank redemption. (shankshaw?) haha okay so then he left to you know be gay and stuff and so i stayed home and made dinner!! it was fucking awesome, you should have been here. Im making tacos again so i'll mail some to you shane. kay so i have a game today at like a million oclock and i still havent done anything. Damn this is a good musical. remember that time i went to charile browns for a lit feild trip (talk about weird) and i saved you some chicken wings that scott didnt want and i gave them to you and you told everyone how cool i was. yeah and i was talking to ed and we were discussing your sexuality and lack thereof. oh you fatty. hah the hairline. oh kurt you angry german you. going to toms river this weekend. woo it shall be fun and long as hell. ALGEBRA 2, WHY WONT YOU LET ME UNDERSTAND YOU?!! ok. ok. i got the second okay well tom got me the second season of aqua teen and haha shake gets all these surgerys cuz meatwads all peer presuring him and then he like rots. ahha and frylock killed carl and shake and meatwad, yea that was just really really weird. Come back baby, oh come back baby the joke is done now come on home, you dont have to wonder to make me say those three words. Loved me

[01 Nov 2004|09:29am] woah woah hey guess whos state champ?!!!! jlkajsdfkljalskdjfklas dwoooooo MORRIS HILLS WON FIRST PLACE STATE CHAMPS IN GROUP THREE. WITH A SCORE OF 95.15!! thats crazy. CRAZY. knolls came in second place and they were really good. oh man this week is going to be crazy hardcore practice. we are going to have to beat a 95 and thats pretty damn hard. oh man we still have two more competitions and then the seasons is over. its so sad cuz ive been with this band since like early august (not counting the first four practices) aw thats so sad, but theres always next year. and after band theres fencing!!! katie, we still chant shinny katie all the time. we miss you! aw i love music theory. way to not do anything productive. Ice age yet again. Must go to next block now. later (2) Loved me

Amber is the color of your engery [27 Oct 2004|04:25pm] [ mood | angry ] [ music | what? ms = asshat? what? ] im so stressed out!!! ahh i hate you MS!! you are so not on my buddy list anymore.. haha but no for serious. okay heres the story: The wind ensamble, you know all the good players everyone, except me. all my friends except me. Its fine you know, i can handle it except that people are on it and they SCORED LOWER THAN I DID!!!! WHAT THE HELL?!!! and then i got my clarinet shipped out and cleaned and stuff and then this lady calls me and she's like that will be 70.02!!! MONEY I DONT HAVE!!!!! what the hell? does the school not take care of that?~~~jsadlkfjaksldfj fuck you everyone. especially my eye. gosh. Another day that i missed. i missed all the good classes like you know Algebra 2 and history and Brit lit, and chem. yea i'll come see you after school and help you with algebra 2, yea you know 3:30... thank you mr. on time. fucking hell. so incase you havent noticed im pretty mad at like two people and an eye. oh for fucks sake. im gonna go relax and maybe punch a wall.. ha im just kidding. that would hurt!! (6) Loved me

crap for crap. [26 Oct 2004|06:57pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Coldplay ] oh i hate you you dirty bastard. fucking hell i had this whole elabrate entery and then it just couldnt find server. ahh okay i shall start all over again. Gosh!!! today was such a horrible day.. ive got this cancerous eye tumor and so i couldnt go to school... nah im just kidding!! ive got this eye infection cuz of dirty hands and contact lenses and bacteria, mmhhh so i stayed home and watched Dawsons creek and so much pain and tears were involved. for serious, it sucked. i slept for like two hours and then went to the doctors. i missed marching band but i'll be back. And ofcourse me being the loser i am, all my friends are at MB practice and yea im lonely. =( oh MINg. I missed theory today with The Kane and Da Miggy. oh so sad. thats so sad. its okay though cuz i'll be back. fatty, i miss you. I could have been dead and you wouldnt have even known!!! we scored a 90.05 at MT olive last week. we beat group four which is way hot. Roxbury got a 93 point something. DAmn groups six. they were HUGE!! Happy birthday Mike St. angelo!!!! woo and god said, let there be sex. what a hottie. okay well im gonna go now and lay around.. peace (1) Loved me

a whole year to feel like this again? wheres the logic in that? [17 Oct 2004|11:29am] [ mood | you can imgaine how. ] [ music | Ryan the Cabrera <3 ] blah blah blah last night was exciting too, i came over and looked at pictures of when i first met my dad for the first time in three years, looked at pictures of my dead relatives (two in one week, thats a record) and then i fell asleep. blah blah i also have amazing friends who actaully talk to me and care about me. so today in the morning was okay, did nothing for awhile tried to get online but my computers a piece of crap, and then a simple call can fuck me up. oh shut up. yesterday was really cool expect for all the bullshit drama. it was awesome, I got to hang out with my friends all day and then we went to hillsbourgh for our competition. We kicked ass. It started to pour in the middle of the show and right when we played the last note and our horns went down there was this huge thunderclap and oh it made me all happy. we won best in group three (againts five other bands) best marching music and guard. Precussion was stolen by north bergen or something like that. So i know this other band from the same district as us who happens to go by "Morris Knolls" and they got an 89.9 (we got a 87.1.... in the FUCKING RAIN AND COLD!) and they got an 89.9 by simply playing in a semi-circle. fucking hell. its fucking on. kay well now i will proceed to make this day better because i wont let anything bring me down.. if i can help it. ha on the way home yesterday ben gave me and Aimes a ride home and we were talking about like boys and how they are dumb and how people are getting fucked over by there loved ones and then i was like yeah im all getting fucked up by tom and he's like "hey ed". Made ben giggle. so i think that if things are just going to you know hurt people because people are way to emotional or not at all then it just shouldnt happen. kay so i have this 'friend' and her 'boyfriend' fell asleep while she was crying, over you know important stuff like a 2 deaths in the family. So i think this 'boyfriend' should get punched. severly in the head. oh sundays, your so useless. (4) Loved me

i just wanna get it on with you. [03 Oct 2004|05:03pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | The Slackers | Certain Girl ] So i have a story, livejournal is really getting on my nerves. Alright so yesterday was homecomming/football game and it was so cool cuz i got to see all these cool people like STACIE! AND KATIE! AND JOHN BURNOR AND PAIGE, AND TINY TOM and you know, sean bailey.... what? who said that? it was awesome, we did so fucking good, and yeah. So after the game i went over toms house and hungout and then we headed back to my house were we watched Gladiator, and i have no clue whats with him and violent movies. Luckly for me steve buscemi doesnt die a horrible bloody woodchiper death. MMh schools been okay. Ive really been giving Spanish 5 AP alot of thought, i mean think about it, SPANISH 5 AP! i dont think i can handle it but i will give it a shot. and also i wish i could double up on my art classes but i dont think i'll be able to. cuz dont you have to take intro to art to take art studio ap? oh jeez... So today ive been laying around, practicing the alto sax (trying to learn my major scales but i only got up to D flat) crying some more, and thinking about you know, people... Tom got a cell phone, ha this is the greatest thing ever. I can finally leave him some hate mail, some random 5 minute messages about how mayonise is pretty gross... but never on bread... oh good times. I think the head lesbian is starting to like me. In that way. oh lezzie. ha your sot hot. Ming is still cranky, but he's always cranky, oh he's so tiny. his puma jacket fit me small and im pretty damn small. kay, well i cheered up a whole lot. vaya con dios. ps. MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift What does your birth month say about you? brought to you by Quizilla no thats false, i plan to have like ten million kids and by ten million i mean like two or three. i have a great diaphram and i dont run out of breath that much while like playing. thats pretty cool. (7) Loved me

Where are you tonight my love, im asking to the stars above. [29 Sep 2004|07:20pm] [ mood | like hell. ] [ music | Jewel | hands (oh shut up) ] wow today kinda sucks, i have never been so depressed like i have been today in like months! Goddamn. Well thanks to the shitload of rain last night band was only working on music stuff and Jim threw a little fit which remined me of Kurt (aw) and MS was jolly like always, but in that old man cynical way. oh i have a story okay so its 5th block and im in my theory class and we are talking about natrual minors and how they can also be called relative minors so MS says a wise ass joke MS: Natural Minors can be called Relative Minors too, its like you have a friend. And his name is Johnny, he's can be called Jon, John, or asshole. oh it was great, you had to be there. mcha mcha. techno beats History class is a joke and it makes me really sad because i heart history so hard in the face and i think i should be like doing actual work. Like last years HG was pretty awesome cuz Finkel was the man but now bobo never gets taken seriously and i mean if you had him too you wouldnt take him seriously at all, GODDAMNNIT I DONT CARE ABOUT JIMMY CARTER!! FUCKING PEANUT FARMER FROM FUCKSVILLE!! teach me about World war two and the cold war, the great depression THE ROARING TWENTIES, the holocaust, hitler, Mossolini!!!! ah the nerve of that class, pssh can anyone say history two a for mel? NO I GUESS NOT CUZ IM NOT IN IT!!!! So today was the final transfer in the schedule of Melaine for the 11th grade and hotdamn i am the smartest person in that class, well me and eric the kane. well i guess not for long since i'll probably get dumb or something. Its nice to be good at something... for five mintues. Brit lit was pretty decent, i have steve craig and Jeremy in my class and now im quite fond of this kid but im sure its just like a five mintue thing, oh boys that i shouldnt be with. chem was kick ass, i mean ive got a 66 in that class but fucking hell i will get a freaking 80 something by the end of the Marking period. i called Mrs. Vidovich today but her machine picked up and then her husband called me, shes going to call me tonight to see whats up. Clarinet is the only thing seriously worth doing anything about and im glad. its damn time i did something. So daddy, whats going to happen after december? Are we going to be okay? I dont like to think i'll never be able to go anywhere again because i would really like to do fencing. Its so funny how you kids will never have to worry about the things running through my mind. and how i'll never know what its like to go to a university. and worry about papers, duedates, and work. oh how i would love to. im going to further continue self-loathing. oh the shins, stop it, your so sexy. Ps. Maryland last weekend was on the rather depressing side, altough i finally met my cousins for the first time and my aunt it was still so fucking sad to know that this little girl of 12 has cancer. and how she could not be here walking this earth anymore. and how one person i met for two days can impact my life so deeply and so hard that i dont think i'll ever take the 3 dollar braclet she bought me. oh god. it was so weird to meet people that youve never seen in your life, and talk about the same uncle or the nickname that your cousins get or how when you look in her eyes you see your blood running through her veins. (2) Loved me

[28 Sep 2004|09:34pm] oh man remember that time when i was like blah and bitch and whine and you were like blah i hate you and i was like how bout we drop the whole thing? and you didnt answer? ah those werent good times. I wish i didnt bitch and whine so much about things, and i wish you didnt stuff. okay it was a nice date and a nice time and im ending it right here. (1) Loved me

[23 Sep 2004|10:04pm] [ mood | and anxious ] [ music | I cant touch you ] Dear School, Parents, Friends and life, Goddamnit you all are bitches. man i never thought i'd feel so dumb switching out of that class and that look on her face like yep, i knew it i was just waiting for you to fuck up so i can switch you, this is what i get for thinking so good of myself. ha. oh and what is up with this constant yelling and telling me whos a better person to hang out with? you cant tell me to stop talking to someone ive been talking to for 8 whole years of my life because their parents are a little fucked up. by the way at least im doing my homework at night because you know better late than never. Please dont be stupid at that party on Saturday and you know what im talking about.. Cousin, stop having cancer damnit! Get better and i will make you happy and we'll throw a party with clowns and balloons and yes, meatballs. Friends, Friend ,<3 and people who think are friends, i love you all. For more or less, especially you in the new haircut and geek glasses (and you, your not so bad yourself..) everything, ive got a message for you... stop being dumb and please be nicer to me.. and with this last run-on sentance, i confess my love to you and today after school because it was pretty bitchin and aqua teen hunger force was never soo good as it was with you today, you know a whole disc straight and food... peace! Ps, Dover game tomorrow, yo its gonna be bitchin'. (3) Loved me

[21 Sep 2004|05:59pm] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | Hey arnold! ] So its been okay, you know the rain, the cold, that feeling thats stuck between my gut like cheese on the roof of your mouth... other than that things have been slightly cool. ATTENTION!!! TOM GOT HIS HAIRS CUT AND NEW GLASSES AND HE LOOKS LESS GREASY AND CUTE. And he got me the aqua teen hunger force (first season) which i have to pay him back... edwish said hi to me in the hallway and my heart almost stoped cuz i thought he was going to yank my heart out of my chest and fail its ass to a 50 on my first marking period grade. right so back to i have to go. peace. Loved me

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